Tag Archives: D/s

Deepish Thoughts

I just need to talk today.  So I’m going to talk. I’m having a hard time squaring a few things about me, my sexuality, my kink.  I’m finding that my view of slavery and of marriage simply does not square … Continue reading

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Musings

I woke up this morning an’ popped out of bed feeling okay about myself and things. Expressing myself helps. Despite what we are, I found something funny. I learned what kind of pains are good and what kind of pains … Continue reading

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I finely feel safe.

It’s weird. I feel safe. After all this time, I’ve got tears of joy running down my face and I feel happy like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. I finally feel safe. I hate doing relationship autopsies but … Continue reading

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I’m a baby masochist

I woke up this morning with this thought on my mind, ‘I’m a baby masochist’. Last evening’s fun was still playing in my mind and it still amazed me. I had gotten just about everything I wanted and here I … Continue reading

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The Deamons Among Us

Learning how to Love Yourself Part 2 Everyone ends up in deep conflict once in a while. But rarely does one end up in a full-fledged battle with themselves. Not me, I was in an ugly battle for my life … Continue reading

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There have been wolves at the door.

A slave’s single biggest vulnerability that she must guard and jealously protect against those who would use it against her, is her need for affection and control. At least it is mine. Every emotional vulnerability needs to be shored up … Continue reading

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If I could Save just One

I didn’t intend to be writing this today, not like this. For all I know I could be yelling my head off the rooftops and no one would hear me. I need to clear up several misconceptions about Master/slave relations … Continue reading

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